Take A Look At My Hidden Side...

I have always hated Love..

I have never felt myself happy in Love..

It used to be always source of anxiety, threats and scare for Me..

Little happiness and great pain..

I didn't want more memories with that guy i was loving..i was already enough attached to him..i was crazy loving him..which was quiet normal..he was..is..a special guy and he was the only one i ever knew..

the First in my life..

My first "I Love You " went to him..

My first "hand in hand" was with him..

and my first kiss..was our kiss..

But there are more firsts in a woman life and i didn't want them to be related to him..

because i was loving him enough this way..

I needed to have my other firsts with someone else..

someone who didn't really mean to me..

...

and there was this stranger man..

perfect stranger..

and..i don't know how , all the firsts of my women life that i haven't done yet were related to him..

• "REVES DE BLANC" | 05-11-2008
• "Ma tête n'est pas écologique..Elle gaspille tout le temps de l'enérgie" | 22-10-2008
• BIG BIG GIRL IN A BIG BIG WORLD.. | 18-10-2008
• ESCALATION..TAKE ME HIGHER.. | 18-10-2008
• UNE PENSÉE.. | 15-10-2008
• "JE NE ME TUERAI PAS..MAIS..." | 29-04-2008
• AUTOMUTILATION | 27-04-2008
• MES DÉMONS | 26-03-2008
• "PERDUE..DANS MA TETE" | 22-03-2008
• "A..COMME ABSENCE" | 02-03-2008
• DÉCHIRÉE | 02-03-2008
• LOST | 02-03-2008
• "ENFIN..JE VAIS BIEN" | 12-02-2008
• "31" | 05-02-2008
• FIRSTS..OF A WOMEN LIFE.. | 05-02-2008