Miss Kolka

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Listen to me! | 15 février 2007

What is it with authority? I don't like it. I don't like when its forced upon me (which does happen but then I have a really bad reaction - I get all red and yell at people) and I don't like to use it on people. Why cant we just all get along? (hehehe.. or let me rephrase that: Why can't just everybody think just like me and go in my direction ALL the time?) Just kidding. I know I'm wrong sometimes, and then I'll admit it of course. - Which is alot more than many people in the tv business allow themselves to do. I think this has also alot to do with wanting to have everything perfect - which I've come to find impossible (no really?!!!) I try to do the things the best I can and I hate it when others just don't care about their own job ...and then if you criticise them they just find some laim excuse and blame someone else.

Ok It can be helpful sometimes to put the blame on others when you don't want to look stupid: Hi, yes I know I'm late but really it's all my friend's fault - but at work - everyone is responsible for their own work.

God, why am I rambling on like this? Probably because I have a job in which you have to look authorative (hmm) and most of the time, when things go the way you want it's not a problem. But when they don't you have to raise your voice and tell people off. That happened today. I had to tell someone off. (ok it's not the first time of course). But still.. how to keep a straight face when you like the person and its so obvious! That person is never going to take anything you say serisously. Or when you're friends?

Ok, now I get it - THAT'S WHY you are not supposed to get involved with people at work

not that I am... I just like people, but not in that way ;)

ahh.. Who am I kidding.. I'm never going to be THAT professional.

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